This is how my God looks like.

明けましておめでとう！
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

Oh god. I waited one whole year for Johnny's Countdown!

Urgh! Everyone is going offline and I have no one to fangirl to. Wth -__-;; I am such a lonely fangirl on New Year )': But the following news just made 2009 the best year of my life!! Lawl.

Last year, Ryo wore the hakama for turning 23 years old and I knew that Yamapi will be wearing it the following year and I bloody forgot! I feel so stupid! But I was so wonderfully surprised when I remembered:



Please feast your eyes on the handsome and so freaking hot this year, Yamashita Tomohisa! My favourite person for life! OMFG WHY IS HE SO GORGEOUS??????? KYAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!



OMG Why did I make fun of his hairstyle! He looks like god. Omg! So handsome I'm so close to tears. akdhsfhsld;fjhdghfsjkljghsjkl!!! Omg, I love Yamapi when he's in traditional Japanese costumes. Argh! So handsome it's blinding me!

Must. Refrain. From. Molesting. Screen.

OK OK AND THAT'S NOT IT! LOOK WHO ELSE WAS THERE! AFTER 2 YEARS OF SUSPENSION AND DISAPPEARANCE FROM THE COUNTDOWN...



UCHI HIROKI IS BACK BITCHES!!!!!!! :DDDDDD

I now need to find out whether or not he's going to be reunited with NEWS, kanjani8 or going solo! PLEASE! I'M SO DESPERATE TO FIND OWWT!!!! DDD;

I. MUST. WATCH. THE. COUNTDOWN!

OH MY GOD. I CAN TELL ALREADY. 2009 IS GOING TO BE AN AWESOME YEAR!!

I waited two damn months. Not missing a single episode of Shounen Club on TV for the past 61 days and I was such a bitch when I couldn't watch it. And then, I found out:

THE EPISODE WITH UCHI DOESN'T AIR UNTIL NEXT YEAR. OMGWTF?

I got over that a few days ago, but what got me excited recently is:

OMG YAMAPI WILL BE APPEARING ON THE SAME EPISODE WITH UCHI! OMG YAMAPI + UCHI *diiieeeeeessssss*

I have to wait until next year to watch it! NO WAIIIII!!! *wails* NANDE???? ARGHHHH!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEARRRRRR!!!!!! PHWOAAAARRRRRR!!!!!

Omg, I wanted to flail about Uchi's solo con, but something even more important came up:

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YAMASHITA TOMOHISA.
THANK YOU FOR "MOLA." *____*

I'm even more hot and bothered than the first time I heard the preview. Now that I can hear his voice clearly and the full song, it's so fucking bloody amazing! Omg, I sound so freaking biased la, but I'm damn serious about this. Yamapi's BEST solo ever. Lol.

I SWEAR TO GOD IT REALLY SOUNDS LIKE ENGLISH! O___O

PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS AMAZING SONG:

MOLA

Everybody feelin' kinda naughty
I see you're burning right there shorty
Got a get my groove on honey Feel the vibe
Girl you need to get up on me
Don't leave me here standing lonely
Tryna get my groove on honey Feel me tonight oh

(Slowly I'm fallin' down I want you now)
We're gettin' closer & closer I'm outta control
(Taste me like you used to I'm ready now)
I'll make you wanna shout just like oh ooo oh ooo

Sexy lady come & talk to me
You are the finest girl Let's make love in this club
Through the night
Sexy lady Bring your body here
I've been watchin' you And I like the way you move
Let me make you numb

Now we're dancin' everyone's movin'
All the chicks are shakin' there booties
Get a check my style again honey make you so wild? （Get a check my style again）
Turn up the music DJ
Speed up now like on a freeway
We can do this till the sun comes up Feel you tonight oh
(Slowly I'm fallin' down I want you now)
We're gettin' deeper & deeper I'm outta control
(Taste me like you used to I'm ready now)
I'll make you wanna shout just like oh ooo oh ooo

Sexy lady come & talk to me
You are the finest girl Let's make love in this club
Through the night
Sexy lady Bring your body here
I've been watchin' you And I like the way you move
Let me make you numb

Sexy lady come & talk to me
You are the finest girl Let's make love in this club
Through the night
Sexy lady Bring your body here
I've been watchin' you And I like the way you move
Let me make you numb

Sexy lady come & talk to me
You are the finest girl Let's make love in this club
Through the night
Sexy lady Bring your body here
I've been watchin' you And I like the way you move
Let me make you numb

Yes, I am numb now. Lol.

Awh, Yamapi doesn't like guyish girls ): *crushed*
Lol. Apparently, he likes really girly girls who don't sit on floors and swear. Uh-oh, that soooo screams me! Lol.

Ah, well, I wasn't really expecting to date or marry him anyways. And no, I am not trying to make myself better by saying that. Seriously. It never crossed my mind to marry him. Lol. I should stop saying that because it's really starting to sound like I'm upset about it. Oh-ho!

He still has a really nice voice :) I love it when he speaks.

Btw, AYABIE IS ALMOST GOING TO BE 3rd MOST PLAYED ARTIST! WOOHOO! I feel so mean to say this, but I'm really trying to get rid of KAT-TUN from my top 6 XD

And btw, OMG Ryeowook singing in the background in "Marry U" Super Junior M version is so much loveeee X3333

KILL ME.
I LIKE YAMAPI'S SOLO, "MOLA"

At first, I'm like, lolwtfyamapipienglish? Haha, I know.
I actually expected him to sound worse than Jin (sorry, pi) because after hearing him speak english in "Kurosagi," I really was like "pfft english don't make me laugh" ):

So, I just downloaded the 43 seconds preview, and...

I ACTUALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL HE'S SINGING EVEN WITH THE LYRICS!
This is worse than the "LOVEJUICE" scenario OOO:

But OH. MY. GOD.

"MOLA" is techno plus electropop.

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I KNOW! OMFG! HOW MUCH COOLER CAN THAT GET?! ELECTROPOP AND TECHO?!! OMG OMG OMG! HE KNEW HOW TO PUSH MY BUTTON! SRSLY! HE'S NOT MY NUMBER ONE FOR NUTHIN'!

Yeah, but the lyrics suck. Lol. It's very blunt and uh, unprofessional? But if you don't mind listening to him sing "Sexy lady" and "Make love" over and over again, it's not as bad as it sounds.

I'm actually all hot and bothered now -__-
Damn, Yamapi. Why?

OMEDETOU, YAMAPI! 8D *confetti* CONGRATULATIONS ON GRADUATING FROM UNIVERSITY!! YEY YEY YEY!! You're seriously my role model ♥♥♥ OMEDETOU OMEDETOU OMEDETOU! LOL. I SO HAPPY FOR YOU~ ♥♥♥

KYUWOOK vs. HENWOOK
WHO DO I LOVE BETTER? O__O IDK!

Yes, sir, he can ;D



I love Henry ♥ Lol.
When he gapes his mouth wide open in disbelief, it's like the face of an angel! So freaking adorable! DAHAHAHAHAHA!! *mad eyed* You see what he does to me? =/

You know that he's from Canada? Yes, he is. He doesn't know much about the Chinese and his Mandarin is pretty limited but still better than mine la -__-;; Anyways, his adorableness really sends me to the edge. I really want to pinch his cheeks and hug him so tight! XDD He gives me hope that every typical Chinese boy in Malaysia can looks as hot and desireable when they fix their outlook :Db

Super Junior M on "Bravely Going Forward" is so cute and funny raa! Lol. Seriously. All of them are so adorable on it! Lol. Their limited vocabulary with Mandarin and their terrible pronounciation just knocks me off my chair! XDD Ahhh, omg, Kyuhyun speaking Mandarin is meccha meccha kawaii!! ;D Ryeowook is so damn cute now luh! Seriously love his hairstyle ♥ When he gets embarassed... *___* Rabu!

You know what I like about SujuM on Chinese programs? They're such stoners and they blank out when they don't understand something. Lmao. So funny they don't even have to open their lips to come up with something funny! Gosh, Korean boys trying to speak Mandarin really makes me laugh until my eyes crosses out! XD



Kyuhyun is so cute. Y/Y? Say 'yes' or I'll stab you with a pitchfork D:< OMONA! So freaking irresistable! XD Kyaaaa~

SujuM, you're made of so much pwnage!! raaaawwr!!

edit: Love it when Kyuhyun has his eyes open and forcing them to not blink! His eyes are so big and like the MC said, "If the fans didn't know, they'd think he's a ststue because he hasn't moved" D: Lol. Damn cute! XD And lol, he pretended to have fallen asleep when the MC wanted to talk to him! Hahaha! Genius XD And rofl, love it when the boys are shocked about something! Ryeowook cho cute when he's shocked XD Ahh~ ♥♥♥

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OMG DID I MENTION THAT YAMAPI SPEAKS ENGLISH IN A VERY WEIRD WAY? Lol. Apparently he said 'porn site' but I heard 'asdskdsufss;alskl' Lol. Wth. He's got his low husky voice so I dismiss his bad english XDD Dehe!

Yamapi uses every opportunity to remind me of him ;P

Don't worry Yamapi. You're constantly on my mind even when I watch Korean stuff ;) You're lucky Kyuhyun and Ryeowook don't appear on "Every1 Idol," or you'd have a bigger problem XD

I HAS DIEDED D;



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afsldgfasd;'ksdasl;hsklf! SO DAMN ADORABLESZZ!! ;3 KYAAAAA!!!
Looks so good you want to taste, right???? I know EXACTLY how you feel... T__T

Why are his eyes so deep, brown and huge?? O__O And his so-damn-kissable lips looks extremely, extremely tempting in this picture!! God. Why does he insist on look so downright gorgeous? And I can't even pin it on him that he's trying to tease me with his sexiness because he looks so pure and innocent here!! ):

Um, people. *cough* My birthday is coming up in 3 months *hint hint*:DDD

I can't stop staring at him.
Why is he staring back??? *spazz*

NEWS' PACIFIC 2007 - 2008 - THE 1ST TOKYO DOME CONCERT DVD
The downloads are up .__. I'm so tempted to download but I need to fight the urge... Have you seen the screencaps? Omg, Yamapi looks so handsome!! T__T ...Ah, screw it. *downloads, anyways*

Crud. Internet connection like crap ):<

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Somehow, I feel so happy when I watch the performance ;) Sigh. Ryeowook was so handsome that night... Seriously. The moment I saw him on the screen, my heart caught fire! Lol! So tragic, but true...

Fuck la. I wish I wasn't in the damn concert but at the Red Carpet! REGRET!!!

I don't think I'll be satisfied until I go watch a Super Junior concert live and see Ryeowook! *omgcan'tbelieveijustsaidthatD8!*

I like it when Yamapi smiles ;)

Makes me so warm inside when I look at it :3 He should smile more. He looks so innocent and sincere when he does...

I have been complaining about how terrible he looks these days for a pretty long time already. But it seems that I can never dislike how he looks because Yamapi is perfect :) Now that I'm looking him, I really don't see anything I can complain about. I have the tendency to criticise him and in the end, it's a contradiction because I just can't get enough of him -__-;; Sigh... I'm so attached to him sometimes I wonder if it's a crime to believe in someone so much =/

Forget about NOT watching CODE BLUE! XDDD

I decided to give episode 1 a try, because well, for Yamapi la XD Anyways, the opening scene was just this helicopter flying over the ocean and suddenly... within the first 20 seconds from the beginning, they show me Yamapi's naked torso ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (I want to post the screencap but I'm afrais people's going to call me a voyuer, so better not XD) BAM! That was it, the drama just won me over like that! ;o;

My willpower so pathetic and weak when it comes to Yamapi ): Waii?

p/s: I have not even finished 1 minute of the drama. Lol. I am so excited I had to post about it ASAP! XDDD

YAMASHITA-SENSEI~!! ♥♥♥

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edit: Eito... so much blood!!! DX AND
OMG YAMAPI'S CHARACTER IS LIKE THIS REALLY QUIET BUT COOL AND SO DAMN CLEVER DOCTOR XDDD Lol. Kind of "obnoxious" in a way, but we'll see how the drama goes (:

Monday April 7 2008 Korea

Japanese pretty boy Yamashita Tomohisa of boy band NewS was nearly raped by Korean fans at Kimpo Airport on the 5th.

Yamashita Tomohisa was stormed by the crazy little Korean fan girls who grabbed and groped at the top star, tearing away his clothes. The fans also hit the star on his head with presents they were trying to throw at him.

Although the entire situation was extremely dangerous, Yamashita Tomohisa stayed calm, waved at the fans and even helped pick up fans who had fallen down. As soon as he had made it thru the gate however, Tomohisa's legs gave out and he had collapsed for a little bit. Yamashita Tomohisa remained cool and calm, but his accompanying friends were extremely angered by the behavior of these Korean fans. They left cursing the fans, "these crazed Korean fans, are making Korea look extremely bad."

Yamashita Tomohisa is definitely a cool guy, how can anyone be nice to those rabid bitches? Tomohisa definitely needs better body guards next time, along with some mace, billy clubs and a rabies vaccination.

-www.allkpop.com-

Poor boy ):

Anyways, Yamapi:
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY!! :D

Regarding the movie magazine <>
Kimura Takuya senior is the only Japanese artiste that has been featured on its cover. And I’m the second person among the Japanese artiste to be featured on it! I’m so happy!

-Yamapi's J-web vol.1650-

Such an excellent achievement for Yamapi :D Idky. No matter how slutty and fierce he looks in photoshoots and all, he always seem so adorable and sweet in his J-web entries :D

I am so proud of Yamapi :)

YAMAPI!!! OMG!!! YAMAPI!!!
He just posed nude with some unknown female *coughtrampslutwhorebitchcough* in an.an.!!!
WHY AN.AN.??!?! WRRRRRYYYYYYY??!?!?!! *head desk*

My Chinese New Year is ruined ;o; ;o; ;o; ;o;

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Hell. Kissing under the shower, nude DDDX WRRRYYYY??!!
Here's one of the more "friendly to the eyes" shoot *cough*
Yamapi... Still so hot.
Omg omg omg.
YAMAPI YAMAPI YAMAPI YAMAPI!!!!!! *dead*

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I would've been damn excited about the PV, if I hadn't seen Yamapi nude DX



Awhh...
I would say Yamapi is so adorable, if it weren't for an.an. photoshoot DDDDX
*cries*

Oh god. I love "Taiyou no Namida" even mawr nau!!



OMG OMG OMG! WAI, NEWS, WHY????!!! WRRRYYYYY??!!! ;o; ;o; ;o;
Shit. I freaking love this song. Oh god.

The movie looks more pro compared to teh series. Can't wait Can't wait! Looks so good!! XDD OMG!! PREASE RELEASE IN MALAYSIA!!

No idea what the hell went through the photographer's head when he made Yamapi put on pearl necklaces and earrings. Wtf, maybe. But he does look quite acceptable with them on XD I kind of like them on him (except the earrings DX) ♥♥♥

Don't know where you were all year, but didn't you know I am freaking biased when it comes to Yamapi? Yeah.

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The blog's kind of dead so I had to find something to post here XD And Yamapi with pearls is just made of too much win it has to be blogged about...? Lie.

I'm alive and well. So is Yamapi :D

みんな！新年おめでとう! ♥♥♥

AHH!! TEH JOHNNY'S COUNTDOWN WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!
Well, not really. Kuhkuhkuhkuhhh!! Lol. It was not as exciting as I thought it'd be.

But OMG.
OHYASS STOOD NEXT TO EACH OTHER DURING THE "SUKIYANEN OSAKA" PERFORMANCE!!! AH!!! HAPPY!!! ♥♥♥ SO ADORABLE THEM BOTH!! UWAAA!!!
BaruMaru, too!! XDb YokoHina was separated by Ohyass XD
Ryo was lonely ): Uchi, whare art thou??

They had Yamapi (So bloody handsome) paired with Nino at one point :) JunRyo was so adorable!! Nagese kissed Koichi on teh cheeks!! MECCHA MECCHA KAWAII!! Lol. And OMG OMG OMG Can see Yamapi and Toma (Oh, he so handsome) hugging!! 8DDDD Ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥

LAWL!!! The put Kanjani8 and NEWS on the same car, Kanjani8 was downstairs so when NEWS was going to perform after Kanjani8, he just walks up the stairs and joins NEWS!!! Genius! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! But kind of sad that they puts NEWS first instead of Kanjani8. But when NEWS is not performing, Ryo is missing... XD

Oh, and during teh "Seishun Amigo" perf... Kame looks acceptable, and Pi was wearing his "I Am Irritating" Jacket XDD Oh, and Ryo and Jin aka fugly joined them 8Db Ryopi ♥ Stupid Akame. Stupid Jin. When everyone walked off stage, Jin was still there looking blur. Lol. Damn funny.

And, oh hell, RyoYass was in their Yukatas and hakamas!! HOT HOT HOT.
P/S: Yoko is SEX LOVE if you didn't know XD

Ok. To get a kiss from Yamapi on New Year is just to much DDX *dead*
Hehe. I'm happy Yamapi had so much screen time XDDb Oh, and the fact that Ohkura was standing next to Yamapi and Tegoshi excites me XD

Shit. They better have good fanfics online... So many OTPs *____*

Happy New Year ya' all XD I'm so loving 2008 already :D