I HATE MYSELF. I MISSED SUPER JUNIOR M ON TV LAST NIGHT! ;O; ;O; ;O; AJSGFJKSLD;FKDJSGKFLKD;LSKAJKH!!!!! OMG WHY? I KNEW IT WAS ON, BUT I DIDN'T KNOW SUJU-M WAS GOING TO BE THERE! ARGHHH!!!!!!! T___T I HAVE A NEW FAVOURITE CHANNEL NAU! Lol.
I'll be constantly stalking that channel >:D Hohoho!
I haven't been this miserable for a very long time. I knew it was coming; it was so predictable but I didn't want to believe it. I can't believe it's all true... Re-watching all those scenes where he beats the shit out of people will be so much more satisfying and fulfilling now :D Honestly, to some extent, it's a disturbing and morbid thought that I enjoy watching Sousuke in psycho and DV mode and the fact that I still love him very much. Sousuke deserves a second chance. He had only one lover and no where else to turn to, and he was just trying his best to not lose Michiru. Well, damn that bitch to hell because to take his life is simply unfair!! But it doesn't matter anymore...
My hero is dead.
And the world comes crashing down tonight...
Friday the 13th, indeed -__-;;
edit: Ok. Sousuke's death has been planned and executed awfully!! Omg wtf. Such an unglam way of dying -___-;; Why FujiTV, Why?
Japanese pretty boy Yamashita Tomohisa of boy band NewS was nearly raped by Korean fans at Kimpo Airport on the 5th.
Yamashita Tomohisa was stormed by the crazy little Korean fan girls who grabbed and groped at the top star, tearing away his clothes. The fans also hit the star on his head with presents they were trying to throw at him.
Although the entire situation was extremely dangerous, Yamashita Tomohisa stayed calm, waved at the fans and even helped pick up fans who had fallen down. As soon as he had made it thru the gate however, Tomohisa's legs gave out and he had collapsed for a little bit. Yamashita Tomohisa remained cool and calm, but his accompanying friends were extremely angered by the behavior of these Korean fans. They left cursing the fans, "these crazed Korean fans, are making Korea look extremely bad."
Yamashita Tomohisa is definitely a cool guy, how can anyone be nice to those rabid bitches? Tomohisa definitely needs better body guards next time, along with some mace, billy clubs and a rabies vaccination.
YAMAPI!!! OMG!!! YAMAPI!!! He just posed nude with some unknown female *coughtrampslutwhorebitchcough* in an.an.!!! WHY AN.AN.??!?! WRRRRRYYYYYYY??!?!?!! *head desk*
My Chinese New Year is ruined ;o; ;o; ;o; ;o;
NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Hell. Kissing under the shower, nude DDDX WRRRYYYY??!! Here's one of the more "friendly to the eyes" shoot *cough* Yamapi... Still so hot. Omg omg omg. YAMAPI YAMAPI YAMAPI YAMAPI!!!!!! *dead*
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I would've been damn excited about the PV, if I hadn't seen Yamapi nude DX
Awhh... I would say Yamapi is so adorable, if it weren't for an.an. photoshoot DDDDX *cries*
Ah, sorry about the last bitch post. I was just very pissed ;D And I still am.
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Mum : KRYSTLE!! I GOT GOOD NEWS FOR YOU!! XDDD Me : You're giving me money?? *beams* Mum : NO! YOU'RE SELECTED FOR NATIONAL SERVICE!!! Me : WHAT THE HELL??!!! o_O!!
Lol. False alarm XDD The last thing I want to do is go for national service. I can't even survive a night at INTI college and they want me to go to god-knows-where for 3 months??! DDDXX *ded*
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Man, how I wish I had a bundle of cold, hard cash in my hands right now. I'm seriously broke -____-;; Sigh. How to do Christmas shopping now (Believe it or not, this will be my first year doing it)?? Damn. I wish I had a paid account for Megaupload ):
I cannot keep replacing Kame's name with Shota and Jin's name with Ohkura's -_______-;; I am so sad )': Somebody write me Ohyass nau pleaseee...?? I'm still waiting for my Magician!Ohkura and Assistant!Shota fic~
I love "Gomen ne Juliet" by Yamapi. I love Yamashita Tomohisa.
The whole composition is so captivating. Everything just blends together and it's perfect!! And his voice is so sexy and I really, really don't know what I'm feeling right now... The lyrics is just so beautiful. So emotional, it made me so sad reading it, especially while listening to Yamapi singing it with so much emotion ;o; ;o; ;o;
This song puts me under a trance...
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Translation:
When I met you, I remembered What it felt like to love someone; it was something that I'd forgotten for a very long time When I regained these wonderful emotions Everyday that passed seemed to be dyed in such vibrant colours
Even if there would be obstacles, even if I would lose something I swore that I would love and protect you
Even though we ascertained our feelings for each other with a hundred million kisses Somehow, it wasn't enough And we both knew that our love would come to an end Ah I'm sorry, Juliet
Even though I loved you more deeply than I ever loved anyone I managed to hurt you more than I've ever hurt anyone
The words "goodbye" made my heart hurt There's no way that we'll love each other again, is there?
Being in love doesn't stop us from being able to hurt, no matter how much I want to stop I stole away your radiant smile Could it be that we should never have met? Ah, I'm sorry that you fell in love with me
I love you, but our love can't be; how I miss you There's no such thing as my not loving you; I can't let go of these wishes A hundred million kisses couldn't reach them; I want to meet you on this holy night I loved you so much I wanted to break you
Even if I go blind, I'll know that it's you Because we embraced each other so many times Even though we both love each other, we still can't overcome it Could it be fate?
Even though we ascertained our feelings for each other with a hundred million kisses Somehow, it wasn't enough And we both knew that our love would come to an end Ah I'm sorry, Juliet
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I think the lyrics for this song is beautifully written. Just reading it makes me want to carve my heart out ;o; And trust me, with the music playing, it just kills. I feel like crying every time I hear this song!! ;o; ;o; ;o;
Because it feels like there is no one out there who cares enough... D;
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Social life bar decreasing to -1% SIGH. I've got no life (I blame myself because I don't do anything), no friends (I talk to 2 people on a daily basis) and nothing to do (The internet is a dying place)...
Pretty bad dilemma I've got here. But no thanks, I don't need any help tyvm ;D I'm fine. I just like ranting and emo-ing about how boring life gets sometimes. I mean, everyone has those kind of days... Damn, and the holidays just began! D; D; D; I am happy, but there's something that's missing and I'm holding a grudge against an unseen enemy...
Plus, I sort of realized that I made a lousy friend. Sorry to those I who think I have not served my purpose as your friend): A thousand apologies. Can we start over again? Hi, my name Krystle! Nice to meet you... ;D
I am all emo today ): Worst day of my school life. Period. I tried to not think about it but it proved to be a difficult task. Sigh. Life's a bitch.
My heart feels like the times I cried reading "Electric Summer" or when I watched "１リットルの涙" That stinging sensation in the core of my heart I cannot seem to get rid of... ;o; Ow. I need a hug. Somebody to make it go away...
Can I live in a world where I will never disappoint anyone at all? Can there be a world without failure? Success and smiles all year round. Because this feeling of guilt is killing me...
Everything will be alright. Everything will be alright. Everything will be alright.
I haven't been this miserable for a very long time.
Yamapi... Still so hot.
