Sousuke is dead.

It has finally happened...
It hurts so bad ):

I haven't been this miserable for a very long time.
I knew it was coming; it was so predictable but I didn't want to believe it. I can't believe it's all true... Re-watching all those scenes where he beats the shit out of people will be so much more satisfying and fulfilling now :D

Honestly, to some extent, it's a disturbing and morbid thought that I enjoy watching Sousuke in psycho and DV mode and the fact that I still love him very much. Sousuke deserves a second chance. He had only one lover and no where else to turn to, and he was just trying his best to not lose Michiru. Well, damn that bitch to hell because to take his life is simply unfair!!
But it doesn't matter anymore...

My hero is dead.

And the world comes crashing down tonight...

Friday the 13th, indeed -__-;;

edit: Ok. Sousuke's death has been planned and executed awfully!! Omg wtf. Such an unglam way of dying -___-;; Why FujiTV, Why?

Yamapi will be playing a doctor in a drama this summer.
*dies, goes to heaven, comes back to life at the thought*

The drama is called "Code Blue ~Doctor Heli EMT~" He plays a trainee flight doctor name Aizawa Kousaku (doesn't the name sort of reminds you of Oikawa Sousuke? *suspicious*) but don't you think "Yamashita-sensei" sounds sexier and kinkier? Ooh, I like that thought, mmm...

However, his hairstyle is a total turn off ): He looks like a crappy trainee doctor. Why must he play a 'trainee'? Why can't he play the, I quote Nicole, "lovejuice inducing" professional doctor in the white coat with perfect hair and smile? Man, Yamapi gets the WORST roles and he ALWAYS looks so terrible in dramas ); Makes me wonder how I find him attractive when he appears so fugly in most of the dramas he star in...

The fact that the drama has got to do with helicopters and health, really really really turns me off. Gosh. I hate dramas about profession. I mean, wtf? Which reminds me, "Hokaben" sucks.

But sadly, I will need to watch this drama. Actually, I'm pretty desperate to watch it because Yamapi is the lead. Ah, shucks... There goes more of my hard drive space *Domino whimpers*
Jeez, I hope the plot is good... *prays* Yamapi, please don't fail me!! And of course: Dear FujiTV, Please don't fucking screw up this drama like what you did with last friends!!

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After all that fangirling, I'd like to backlash:

[WARNING:SPOILERS FOR LAST FRIENDS]

Hey, thanks Last Friends; for killing off the one and only fucking reason why I'm even watching this dumb drama in the first place :D Your stupid "other lame/loser/dumb characters" killed off the most outstanding and loved character in the drama. I hope the ratings died along with it. Burn it hell, fuckers.

Sigh. It was so predictable, but I wish it wasn't true. God, I hate stupid people.

I'd like to express my hatred towards FujiTV. First they cast my hero in such a pathetic role and made him look so shitty. And then, they kill off my hero in another drama??! God. I hate Japanese television ): And yet, they are so addictive.

Just for fun, here's my foolproof plot for a drama:
All the ugly people die and the hot ones live and the world becomes a better place ;D
Wow. I'd make so much money. KA-CHING!!

But that is not going to come true, so... I hate everybody );