This is how my God looks like.

明けましておめでとう！
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

Oh god. I waited one whole year for Johnny's Countdown!

Urgh! Everyone is going offline and I have no one to fangirl to. Wth -__-;; I am such a lonely fangirl on New Year )': But the following news just made 2009 the best year of my life!! Lawl.

Last year, Ryo wore the hakama for turning 23 years old and I knew that Yamapi will be wearing it the following year and I bloody forgot! I feel so stupid! But I was so wonderfully surprised when I remembered:



Please feast your eyes on the handsome and so freaking hot this year, Yamashita Tomohisa! My favourite person for life! OMFG WHY IS HE SO GORGEOUS??????? KYAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!



OMG Why did I make fun of his hairstyle! He looks like god. Omg! So handsome I'm so close to tears. akdhsfhsld;fjhdghfsjkljghsjkl!!! Omg, I love Yamapi when he's in traditional Japanese costumes. Argh! So handsome it's blinding me!

Must. Refrain. From. Molesting. Screen.

OK OK AND THAT'S NOT IT! LOOK WHO ELSE WAS THERE! AFTER 2 YEARS OF SUSPENSION AND DISAPPEARANCE FROM THE COUNTDOWN...



UCHI HIROKI IS BACK BITCHES!!!!!!! :DDDDDD

I now need to find out whether or not he's going to be reunited with NEWS, kanjani8 or going solo! PLEASE! I'M SO DESPERATE TO FIND OWWT!!!! DDD;

I. MUST. WATCH. THE. COUNTDOWN!

OH MY GOD. I CAN TELL ALREADY. 2009 IS GOING TO BE AN AWESOME YEAR!!

Omg, I wanted to flail about Uchi's solo con, but something even more important came up:

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YAMASHITA TOMOHISA.
THANK YOU FOR "MOLA." *____*

I'm even more hot and bothered than the first time I heard the preview. Now that I can hear his voice clearly and the full song, it's so fucking bloody amazing! Omg, I sound so freaking biased la, but I'm damn serious about this. Yamapi's BEST solo ever. Lol.

I SWEAR TO GOD IT REALLY SOUNDS LIKE ENGLISH! O___O

PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS AMAZING SONG:

MOLA

Everybody feelin' kinda naughty
I see you're burning right there shorty
Got a get my groove on honey Feel the vibe
Girl you need to get up on me
Don't leave me here standing lonely
Tryna get my groove on honey Feel me tonight oh

(Slowly I'm fallin' down I want you now)
We're gettin' closer & closer I'm outta control
(Taste me like you used to I'm ready now)
I'll make you wanna shout just like oh ooo oh ooo

Sexy lady come & talk to me
You are the finest girl Let's make love in this club
Through the night
Sexy lady Bring your body here
I've been watchin' you And I like the way you move
Let me make you numb

Now we're dancin' everyone's movin'
All the chicks are shakin' there booties
Get a check my style again honey make you so wild? （Get a check my style again）
Turn up the music DJ
Speed up now like on a freeway
We can do this till the sun comes up Feel you tonight oh
(Slowly I'm fallin' down I want you now)
We're gettin' deeper & deeper I'm outta control
(Taste me like you used to I'm ready now)
I'll make you wanna shout just like oh ooo oh ooo

Sexy lady come & talk to me
You are the finest girl Let's make love in this club
Through the night
Sexy lady Bring your body here
I've been watchin' you And I like the way you move
Let me make you numb

Sexy lady come & talk to me
You are the finest girl Let's make love in this club
Through the night
Sexy lady Bring your body here
I've been watchin' you And I like the way you move
Let me make you numb

Sexy lady come & talk to me
You are the finest girl Let's make love in this club
Through the night
Sexy lady Bring your body here
I've been watchin' you And I like the way you move
Let me make you numb

Yes, I am numb now. Lol.

KILL ME.
I LIKE YAMAPI'S SOLO, "MOLA"

At first, I'm like, lolwtfyamapipienglish? Haha, I know.
I actually expected him to sound worse than Jin (sorry, pi) because after hearing him speak english in "Kurosagi," I really was like "pfft english don't make me laugh" ):

So, I just downloaded the 43 seconds preview, and...

I ACTUALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL HE'S SINGING EVEN WITH THE LYRICS!
This is worse than the "LOVEJUICE" scenario OOO:

But OH. MY. GOD.

"MOLA" is techno plus electropop.

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I KNOW! OMFG! HOW MUCH COOLER CAN THAT GET?! ELECTROPOP AND TECHO?!! OMG OMG OMG! HE KNEW HOW TO PUSH MY BUTTON! SRSLY! HE'S NOT MY NUMBER ONE FOR NUTHIN'!

Yeah, but the lyrics suck. Lol. It's very blunt and uh, unprofessional? But if you don't mind listening to him sing "Sexy lady" and "Make love" over and over again, it's not as bad as it sounds.

I'm actually all hot and bothered now -__-
Damn, Yamapi. Why?

I HAS DIEDED D;



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afsldgfasd;'ksdasl;hsklf! SO DAMN ADORABLESZZ!! ;3 KYAAAAA!!!
Looks so good you want to taste, right???? I know EXACTLY how you feel... T__T

Why are his eyes so deep, brown and huge?? O__O And his so-damn-kissable lips looks extremely, extremely tempting in this picture!! God. Why does he insist on look so downright gorgeous? And I can't even pin it on him that he's trying to tease me with his sexiness because he looks so pure and innocent here!! ):

Um, people. *cough* My birthday is coming up in 3 months *hint hint*:DDD

I can't stop staring at him.
Why is he staring back??? *spazz*

[WARNING: HEAVY FANGIRLING]

I've been trying to download this concert since a week ago, and I finally have it. First thing I thought of when I woke up this morning?: "NEWS CONCERT, NAU!" Screw breakfast and everything else!

So, how was the NEWS concert?
I don't even know how to start .__. Srs.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
NEWS, I LOVE YOU
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This concert was made for me. To resuscitate my dwindling love for them. I seriously worship them for doing this!

First of all, YAMAPI! HOW CAN/WILL I EVER ABANDON YOU?! ♥
I don't think it'd be easy for my love for you to rust. Why do you look so amazing all the time? My eyes are tearing from your beauty ;o; lol. YAMAPI OWNS MY HEART. Period.

The moment the concert started and I saw his face and my entire body just froze. "omg this is the man i love so much?" *quivers* I just knew my love for you will never die! Why do you have to be so damn gorgeous?! DX omygawdyou'rehot! I was so turned on when he sang with his low voice for "Nandex2Dame". Sigh... He sounds so amazing (:

Oh god, Yamapi had to expose and show off his body so many times *shivers* I feel like a damn pervert/voyeur to stare at his abdomen, but lol, whoever who says that he doesn't have a perfect body must be blind. Shit, he kept taking of his shirt and throwing it at the crowd! Omg I waaaant ;o; ;o; ;o;



"Gomen ne Juliet" was definitely my utmost favourite part in the entire concert! The part when he unzips his shirt, my head was spining "omg so perfect!" Lol. Hell, if I was in Tokyo Dome watching that, I'd orgasm right then and there! D: *shiver* So beautiful and yet so painful to look at T__T Omg when the fountain started with the "BOOM!" my heart seriously died. God, that was the best performance ever! Dahahahahahahaha! My heart raced so fast during that performance it felt like exploding from it DDX

I really enjoyed their "Devil and Angel vs. Shock Me" performance. i think they did really well with combining both the songs together! I really love how it sounds ;)



I love the part where they sing both choruses together. Yamapi, Massu, Koyama vs. Ryo, Tegoshi, Shige. It was really awesome luh XD Shirtless Yamapi and all! Hahaha. And omg, when Ryo jumped up into Yamapi! My RyoPi radar exploded in my head! ♥ Lol :D I feel so happy I might cry...

So what is "Vibration"? Lol. I've been wondering what it was since May when I saw the concert report. And, mmm, finally found out XD Haha. it's their member's intro. Omg so cute! :3



The concert was really amazing. I'm not joking. This concert is so amazing that I can't even describe how amazing it is. Lol. My heart is still going wild for them. Watch it, okay? 'Kay.

I've got Disc 2 to watch now. All their documentaries... XDb
Yosh! I'll write more about it later~

Ja ne!

Yamapi really pwns my life!


I really need to find out the reason why Yamashita Tomohisa is so drop dead gorgeous no matter when I see him ♥♥♥ Ok, so I thought that "this" look was bad for him once upon a time ago ); I swear I'll never make that mistake again so I won't keep on contradicting myself when I fall hard for him all over again *___* It takes time for his oozing goodness to seep into my being ~__~ His hotness is a slow and silent killer... But I'm not complaining because when it finally hits you, it hits you good...

And look what I found~ Yamapi's family pooch: Hime-chan ♥



I know, right?!
I didn't know which to stare at first either -__-;; The cute liddle puppee's cute head on the side of the frame or the topless fittie that is taking up 85% of the picture *___* Lol.

Okay. So Ryo's got a new drama with Nino.
Interesting :) I really can't wait to watch it because it's about crime and mystery. My favourite genre of all!! fle~ fle~ fle~ but................You know what's not interesting?
TODA-WTF-ERIKA IS IN IT!! DDX

WTFFFFFF??!!!! WY THE HELL MUST SHE BE IN EVERY DAMN DRAMA WITH THE HANDSOME JE BOYS???! FIRST, KAME & YAMAPI IN NOBUTA, AND THEN IN "CODE BLUE" WITH YAMAPI FOR THE SECOND TIME AND NOW WITH NINOMIYA KAZUNARI & SEX GOD NISHIKIDO RYO??!! WHAT THE BLOODY HELLL????!!!! RAWWWWRR!!!! WHY IS SHE EVERYWHERE??!! )):<
HATE HER GUTS! HATE HER GUTS! HATE HER GUTS! x 9983829323742132973246381 times.

Damn damn damn! Now I need to watch two dramas with Toda Erika inside just for Yamapi and Ryo. Wtf. And shit, did I mention she plays Ryo and Nino's sister. WTF? One part of me says thank god she's not playing their love interest and the other part of me says "WHY THE HELL IS SHE IN THIS DRAMA IN THE FIRST BLOODY PLACE??!!" -___-;;

Die, Toda Erika. DIEEEEEE!
)))))))):<

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Moving on to my favourite topis: YAMASHITA TOMOHISA... :D

Yamapi talked about his ideal lover recently in anan. Lol. The girl he wants is the girl every other guy ones. A perfect sweetheart... Lol, great. Now every damn fangirl is going to try their best to be like that -___-;; Ah, well. At least he is breeding good quality girlfriends for all the men out there. Sigh, Yamapi is like god XDDD

I finally watched the WHOLE episode 1 of "Code Blue" 8Db Crunchyroll didn't load it completely that day...

Anyways, omg, I'm in love with Yamapi all over again. For real, this time! The last time I blogged about it, the feeling of love wasn't so strong! XDDD Ahhh... gets me every time he plays a smart and cool character. Even with dumb lines and fugly hair, Yamapi managed to steal my attention and heart again :)

Ah, Yamashita-sensei totemo kakkoii naa!! ♥♥♥

My love for Yamapi will never ever die at this point. Lol. Even when he looks his worst, he still appears to be my knight in shining armour. Wow. How does he do it? *____* Makes me feel so hot every time I look at him -___-;;

Sigh... I need to work on my willpower =/ Why am I so weak inside...?? DX

Forget about NOT watching CODE BLUE! XDDD

I decided to give episode 1 a try, because well, for Yamapi la XD Anyways, the opening scene was just this helicopter flying over the ocean and suddenly... within the first 20 seconds from the beginning, they show me Yamapi's naked torso ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (I want to post the screencap but I'm afrais people's going to call me a voyuer, so better not XD) BAM! That was it, the drama just won me over like that! ;o;

My willpower so pathetic and weak when it comes to Yamapi ): Waii?

p/s: I have not even finished 1 minute of the drama. Lol. I am so excited I had to post about it ASAP! XDDD

YAMASHITA-SENSEI~!! ♥♥♥

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edit: Eito... so much blood!!! DX AND
OMG YAMAPI'S CHARACTER IS LIKE THIS REALLY QUIET BUT COOL AND SO DAMN CLEVER DOCTOR XDDD Lol. Kind of "obnoxious" in a way, but we'll see how the drama goes (:

One part of me doesn't want me to feel so turned on from such cheap seduction tricks... but, do I actually think that my willpower is that strong to resist Yamapi (and his unappealing body DX)? No matter how cheap and slutty or bad he looks, he still manages to make me feel so weak inside... ); *whimpers* Btw, I don't think that his moobs are that "obstructing" anymore... OMGWTF D8

Please, Yamapi, please. Get back your old hairstyle )); You look like someone I despise so much =/

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Omedetou tanjoubi, Tora!! :D

"Gomen ne Juliet" has come back to haunt me :)
Lol. I've blogged about this song 3 times before and it seems that it sounds better every time I hear it ;D Yamashita Tomohisa you seriously pwn my soul ♥
I can't believe that I forgot about how amazing this song is. Don't get me wrong, I really love the album version, but somehow, I still prefer the one recorded from their concert and I don't mean the one he performed during the NEWS concert =/ Sigh. That version I love so much is in my old hard drive! Meh, I want my old drive back!! );

Anyways, I'm having what I call the "Yamapi phase" Lol. I'm listening to every Yamapi solo he has and loving it. Well, not all, unfortunately ): List of Yamapi solo/performance I do not have:
Rocks
Natsu No Kakera
Love Song
Yumiagari Ameagari
Time
Ao
Mix Juice
Hyakunen no Koi
Another Christmas
Garasu no Shounen (Summary 05)
Kiss de, Tsutaete
Kaze wo uke te Hashire
Yamiagari Ameagari

Lol. wtf. My dad bought me "Liar Game" Lol. wtf.

OMG UCHI GOT NEW DRAMA?
Lol. "Osen" also I haven't watched the second episode yet, already he has a new drama? -___-;; Actually, I'm so proud of him :DDD Ah, Uchi, GO AHEAD~~ DO YOUR BEST~~ *insert the rest of the lyrics for "NEWS nippon"* ♥

"If you fail your university papers on the last year for graduation, you must be very dumb."
-My dad, on my cousin taking her exams-

*glares at dad*
Yamapi... GANBATTE NE!! \:D/

Ok, so I got a few of my friends into 'Lasto Furenzu" and now...
EVERYONE WANTS RYO!!! WTF?!
I tried to protect Ryo by saying his gay (which isn't exactly untrue because there is RyoUchi, mehehehe), but Hira and her big mouth gave it away! ):
So I told everyone that Ryo likes to put his hands into his pants... which is, unfortunately, true o___o;;; I include a picture as proof:


*cough* That is Ryo on the right o___o I forgot to blog about this last year, and since I post so little pictures.......... Mehehehehehehehehehehehehehe!!!!!

Meh, but sorry luh. That is least of my worries. Yamashita Tomohisa is numbah one for meh no matter what/when/how/who/which!! ♥ Ah... XDDD



If I ever go for a NEWS concert and Yamapi takes off his shirt... I think I will die o___o I'm getting a nosebleed just by watching a video... Shit lahhh...



Because "Love in Snow" by Ueda Tatsuya is the first ever J-pop song I fell in love with 3 years ago... The lyrics is just so beautiful......... Q____Q ♥

Haha. I blog too much these days!! DDD:

edit #1:
{SPOILER} LAST FRIENDS
If you're following "Last Friends" and don't like spoilers, don't see...

Sousuke needs help.

Something in my broke when I saw this picture... I don't know why, but seeing this scene, makes me so sad inside ): *hugs Ryo*
If Ryo dies in this drama, I will cry till I go blind...

"Tch, Yamapi is more handsome luh..."
-my mum, on Ryo in "Last Friend"-

Lol. Yeah. Yamapi is still the best ne? :D
It doesn't matter, I still want Ryo ♥ Lol.

The link to my graphics community:
ICONPSYCHEDELIC

Summer Time. NEWS. Yamapi. Ryo. Tegoshi. Massu. Shige. Koyama. I love you.



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Omg. It's so naisu 8DD Lol. Makes me smile :) There's this queasy feeling in me because it's so sweet~ Mmm, this song is making up for all the rainy seasons we're having in Malaysia :D Ah, I can't stop smiling!! XDDD

Ahem. Yamapi's bridge is teh amazing preaze and thank you. Omg, him talking on the banana just pwns my soul! Muawahahahahahahahahahahha! :DDD Oh god. I'm so happy my hands are trembling. o___o YAMAPIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ryopi so adorable together ♥ Ah, and omgosh, realize how everyone looks so exceptionally handsome and amazing in the PV? YAH YAH YAH! SO NICE!! ;D MY GAWD. DID YAMAPI JUST GET HANDSOMER? D8? WHY IS HE SO HANDSOME? ♥ ROFL.

"Summer Time" is so catchy! The rap part is damn addictive! Muhehehehe! :D Ah, crud. It's on repeat =___=;; NEWS really makes my head go wonky DX But you know what, it's awesome 8Db NEWS, omedetou, you've done it again :)

Today is Earth Day? pfft. Wtf is that? Today is officially...
NEWS > EARTH DAY!
aka. NEWS IS MORE THAN TEH EARTH DAY!!!!!!!!!

Regarding the movie magazine <>
Kimura Takuya senior is the only Japanese artiste that has been featured on its cover. And I’m the second person among the Japanese artiste to be featured on it! I’m so happy!

-Yamapi's J-web vol.1650-

Such an excellent achievement for Yamapi :D Idky. No matter how slutty and fierce he looks in photoshoots and all, he always seem so adorable and sweet in his J-web entries :D

I am so proud of Yamapi :)

YAMAPI!!! OMG!!! YAMAPI!!!
He just posed nude with some unknown female *coughtrampslutwhorebitchcough* in an.an.!!!
WHY AN.AN.??!?! WRRRRRYYYYYYY??!?!?!! *head desk*

My Chinese New Year is ruined ;o; ;o; ;o; ;o;

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Hell. Kissing under the shower, nude DDDX WRRRYYYY??!!
Here's one of the more "friendly to the eyes" shoot *cough*
Yamapi... Still so hot.
Omg omg omg.
YAMAPI YAMAPI YAMAPI YAMAPI!!!!!! *dead*

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I would've been damn excited about the PV, if I hadn't seen Yamapi nude DX



Awhh...
I would say Yamapi is so adorable, if it weren't for an.an. photoshoot DDDDX
*cries*

Oh god. I love "Taiyou no Namida" even mawr nau!!



OMG OMG OMG! WAI, NEWS, WHY????!!! WRRRYYYYY??!!! ;o; ;o; ;o;
Shit. I freaking love this song. Oh god.

The movie looks more pro compared to teh series. Can't wait Can't wait! Looks so good!! XDD OMG!! PREASE RELEASE IN MALAYSIA!!

No idea what the hell went through the photographer's head when he made Yamapi put on pearl necklaces and earrings. Wtf, maybe. But he does look quite acceptable with them on XD I kind of like them on him (except the earrings DX) ♥♥♥

Don't know where you were all year, but didn't you know I am freaking biased when it comes to Yamapi? Yeah.

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The blog's kind of dead so I had to find something to post here XD And Yamapi with pearls is just made of too much win it has to be blogged about...? Lie.

I'm alive and well. So is Yamapi :D